I am in the process of finalizing the sale of my YouTube channel. In the past week I thought of all the ways the money would help me. Now I find it will help others instead. It is what it is and I am still blessed to have experienced that grace. I have taken a more careful approach to my depression. We have hot water now after a leak in the building for the past few months. That was rough! So soaking in a hot tub with my scented bodywashes makes me not only feel clean and spiffy but relaxed at the end of a stressful day. It is about minimalism! So all of the excess stuff is out of the house. We are operating on just what we need and what makes us happy. Things seem easier overall with the new look. We are treating ourselves to a deep clean of the apartment to just have a massive reset. It is money well spent. Overall, we are embracing a newer leaner lifestyle. One without the stuff for the sake of having stuff feel to it.
Attitude is everything. I find when I slide mentally and emotionally into despair, anxiety or being glum, my work life suffers greatly. It is hard for me on the best of days to feel well enough to ATTEMPT work, let alone do a good job. Some days are good and some are spectacular failures. However things have been on a quiet upswing this week. I have a VERY PT position. Just 10 hours or so per week most weeks (not all). This provides me the money to pay off medical costs. Per the news, there is a surge in wanting to add medical debt back onto credit reports. I am careful with mine. I make sure that by the end of the year, I am paid up and paid off fully. But work is about more than paying bills. As someone who has chronic health conditions, it is a part of feeling productive. Like a "real" adult that contributes to society. Work is about more than a paycheck. Never think of it as just a bank deposit.